haix... cry...

today... i gave my tortoises to my uncle... i cried behind everyone... but still my grandma saw me crying away... then my uncle told me if i want to see my tortoises just call him and he'll promise me to bring the tortoises down to my grandma's place... i heard that i was happy... but i'm still crying... i can't stop... i've great times with them... parted with them makes me cry... i can't say or do anything to bring them back to my side... cos my dad doesn't allow my rare them... they're 11 years old... i'm still crying and my heart's broken...