Friday, July 22, 2005

it's stupid

My parents are scared of me. I don't know why. Mum said that I laugh during my sleep for no reason. I dreamt of my grandmother. She brought me to Hell. Really. She told me to burn a pair of shoes. She brought me a pair from Hell. I don't know why. She say there's a shoe box and paper shoes in it. She asked me to burn them so that she can bring me down I said ok. She said cannot let others touch my shoe box or burn it if not i'll never be able to go back into my world. When she said it's time for me to go back to my real world, I felt I'm so close to her that I don't feel like leaving the place. When I woke up in the morning, I told mum about this she was like so scared. No comments. Then tomorrow morning must wake uop early to pray grandma. And those 2 weeks I felt I'm being watched. By a butterfly. It's dificult to imagine but yes. It follow to school. Almost everyday. I felt it's grandma. I can feel she's warning me something. I don't know. Can't figure out. But I'll try to ask her if I get to dream of her again.


`miss.grandma_*