I've finally cried out the pain in me. I cannot take it anymore. If not I'll suffer. You made me do this. I'll never forget that.
Now, feel that something is left out in my life. Well, I'll have to get use to it somehow.
A message to a stranger I hate: PLEASE STOP FOLLOWING ME! YOU'RE PESTERING ME! I HATE IT! IRRITATING! AND PLEASE STOP IRRITATING MY COMPANY! IDIOT!
I've found out some things are not meant to be in m heart. It must be said out or cry out the pain. I'll not let myself suffer anymore. I'll have to cry or tell my best buddy and my company of people. Thank you so much for being there with me going through thick and thin. Thank you so much.
Nowadays, I've been messaging to my best buddy, James. We've been sharing lots of stuffs together. Even rubbish. Haha. We're best buddies forever. James, you ROX! I love you! You're the best buddy I've ever had.
Last message to my juniors: Remember to go home and practise on your erhu. It's also time to get your erhu for Zhuo Lao Shi. The best erhu is $480 and the other one so-called not so good erhu is $200++++.
Last message to myself: Stop dreaming! It's no use going back to the history. It's stupid to do that. CONCENTRATE ON YOUR STUDIES! STOP GOING TO FRIENDSTER, MSN AND GAMES! It'll do you harm. Look! You've scored so badly for all your common tests. How are you going to do well at the end of the year exam?! Hpw are you going to tell your late grandma and your parents?! If you do badly, NO iPOD for you!
Get it!
