sickenings~

ARGH! I hate people causing troubles to everywhere they go. Just like somebody causing troubles in CO.

You people please think before you do anything man!

LB~ PLEASE DON'T HURT HER ANYMORE! IF NOT YOU'LL BE SORRY!

LY~ PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING! YOU'RE THE ONE WHO BROUGHT IN TORUBLES TO CO. DON'T THINK I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING. I'M THE MAIN PEOPLE THERE. DON'T TRY TO BE FUNNY. YOU THINK IT'S FUN TO CALL PEOPLE OUT TO CONFRONT IS IT?! WILL GO AND TRY ON HIM IF YOU DARE! IRRITATING SICKENING IDIOT! DON'T YOU EVER COME TO CO AGAIN! IF NOT I'LL TEACH YOU A LESSON!

ZY~ PLEASE DON'T TELL ME ANYTHING! I DON'T WANT TO KNOW. I KNEW IT LONG AGO. I KNOW IT'S IRRITATING BUT I CAN'T HELP YOU. I DON'T WANT TO GET INVOLVE.

PLEASE think before you do.

I had said enough! I don't want to know anymore things now!

To my dearest mei:
I know you're unhappy now. Cheer up. All your kors jies dis and meis are here for you. Cheer up. It's over. Don't think back to the past. It'll do you harm. Cheer up.

DON'T EVER COME TO CO AGAIN! I'LL NOT TREAT YOU LIKE A NORMAL FRIEND! I'LL BE EVIL MORE THEN ANYTHING!

If not the Main Coms of CO will settle it.

song

When I was young
I'd listen to the radio
Waitin' for my favorite songs When they played I'd sing along
It made me smile.

Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they'd gone
But they're back again
Just like a long lost friend
All the songs I loved so well.

Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-o-wo-o
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they're startin' to sing's
So fine.

When they get to the part
Where he's breakin' her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It's yesterday once more.

Lookin' back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed.

It was songs of love that
I would sing to then
And I'd memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away.

Every Sha-la-la-la
Every Wo-o-wo-o
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they're startin' to sing's
So fine.

All my best memories
Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry.
Just like before
It's yesterday once more.













This song is really nice.

yesterday and today

Yesterday's Speech Day was totally awesome! I love it! I want to perform more in school. To show people how good CO is! yeah~

Today I went to temple to pray my grandma. I prayed half-way and I cried. I don't know why. I just broke down into tears. Maybe is because I miss my grandma badly. Whenever I see her tablet I just think about the good old days I had with her. Now, it seems nothing but sadness to me. How I wish she was still here with me. She bring happiness to my life. Now, it's filled with sadness whenever I see her pictures.

it's stupid

My parents are scared of me. I don't know why. Mum said that I laugh during my sleep for no reason. I dreamt of my grandmother. She brought me to Hell. Really. She told me to burn a pair of shoes. She brought me a pair from Hell. I don't know why. She say there's a shoe box and paper shoes in it. She asked me to burn them so that she can bring me down I said ok. She said cannot let others touch my shoe box or burn it if not i'll never be able to go back into my world. When she said it's time for me to go back to my real world, I felt I'm so close to her that I don't feel like leaving the place. When I woke up in the morning, I told mum about this she was like so scared. No comments. Then tomorrow morning must wake uop early to pray grandma. And those 2 weeks I felt I'm being watched. By a butterfly. It's dificult to imagine but yes. It follow to school. Almost everyday. I felt it's grandma. I can feel she's warning me something. I don't know. Can't figure out. But I'll try to ask her if I get to dream of her again.


`miss.grandma_*

TODAY

TODAY I'M TOTALLY NOT IN A MOOD! WHY YOU PEOPLE HAVE TO COPY WHAT I DO?! CAN'T YOU HAVE YOUR OWN STYLE RATHER THAN COPY ME?! IT'S STUPID TO COPY. IT'S VERY DUMB TO DO THAT. I WON'T NAME WHO BUT YOU YOURSELF KNOWS WHO. AND YOU STOP TAKING MY STUFFS WITHOUT MY PERMISSION! I HAVE MY OWN PRIVACY! DON'T YOU KNOW THAT?! AND IT'S VERY RUDE OF YOU TO DO THAT! I HATE YOU PEOPLE! GET OUT OF MY LIFE I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU IN SCHOOL! GET OUT!

NAFA 5 ITEMS

1st was standing board jump = 166cm 3 points
2nd was sit up 38 4 points
3rd sit and reach = 43cm 4 points
4th incline pull up = 20 5 points
5th shuttle run = 11.74s 3 points

haix.

Haha. Today I got 1st in Home Economics. I'm so happy. WEE~ That was last year. Haha. I've planned to continue to strive hard to achieve good results. I'm going to be nerd when it comes to studies. Really! I'm going to get top this year! I'm going to get everything 1st! I'll make Kai Beng and Zhenhe suffered! Just like DEAD PEOPLE in hell. Muahaha~ I'm going to be the top in school! YES I WILL! <-- my promise to prove to my cousins!

ARGH!

There will be CO tomorrow?! Are we mad or what?! O level is on that day. We're not supposed to bother them. But it's like not fair to them. If we make just teeny weeny noise teachers will scream at us. Especially MR. ANG! He announced to the whole school and everyone heard it. ARGH! I got back my class photos and CO photos. I'm really happy now. Don't spoil my mood. Haha. There's something behind this. It's for me and you. Haha. Don't tell you what happened. Haha. Happy~

NAFA!

Today there were 2 stuffs that I did badly was my D&T tests and NAFA test. I can't believe I couldn't for the D&T wood stuff. I memorised for all I could, but in vain. Next NAFA I'm aiming for Gold not Silver. I've got the 49th position. ARGH! And how long did I take to run?! 17.37 mins (which is just 1 point). That's the stupid timing I've got. I've got to retest I'm not satisfied with it! I'm going to run 14 mins and below. To get Gold I must at least get 3 points for each item. The very first test is so badly done how am I going to get Gold?! I'M AIMING FOR GOLD! And I will do it. Yes I can! I'm going for the next retest! I'm having bad stamina. I'm going to build up my stamina and run for it. I must get at least 15 mins. I must do some running everywhere in school. I'm going to trian myself on friday for PE. I'm so mad. But just for the Gold I'll do it. So sad. I nearly slept after the NAFA. It'd due to my medicine. I'm so sleepy. I think James is going to be mad someday. He's the only guy who loves to go for all the NAFA retests. Haha. No offence saying that. I missed being a councillor.

I'M GOING TO GET GOLD JUST LIKE JAMES!

boring~

Wahaha. I finally get to see Zong Wei's message!!! It took him a long time to reply back to me. I MISS HIM! Really. Especially his teaching. POWERFUL! I miss him teaching me maths. He taught me until he's like bonkers! Haha. ZONG WEI~ I MISS YOUR MATHS TUTITION!!! Can you give me mahs tuition again?! Just like when we're in classroom?! Haha. I miss you terribly!!! Come back and give me your tuition!!! I actually failed quite badly for my P6 maths. It's Zong Wei who's helping me then I got B for my PSLE. Best Pal! Can you give me maths tuition so that I can be like you top in level?! Professional. Don't play play. ARGH! I used to sit beside you then always ask you alot of questions until you're like 'hen fan'. Haha. How I wish we can organise something for P6D's gathering. But it's like a little late to do it. Exams' are coming! I shall call you and give me tuition! Wahaha. Bwahaha. Professional! Professional in MATHS!

I shall show you who's Zong Wei...



Do you see the guy on the left?! That's my best pal (so called), ZONG WEI! (cool right?!)

oh my gosh~

OH MY GOSH! I can't believe I've forgotten to get Mr. Amos' present! And I can't believe that I saw Gerald in school. It's because of Science and Technology Day. Haha. What a small world. It's been a long time the last I've seen him. He had grown taller and more handsome. But he's still so cool. The cool means that 'dao'. Aiyo. That's the thing he can't change. Haha. He called me like that "First Toa Payoh de". Aiyo. I'm so disgraced by him. How can he do that?! Why can't he just walked towards me and asked my name?! ARGH! Never mind. I don't even know what's he team doing. All kept looking at me. Do I have anyhting on my face?! Of course no. Lee kuen wanted to hear his voice and I laughed. Who will want to listen to a guy's voice?! She's weird. Haha.

pic

This is the one.

bored

I miss you. When can I see you again?! In school? Around Singapore?! I doubt so.
`missing.you.every.moment._* Wish we can be together. I doubt so too.

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This is the one.

Initial D

After Cross-country Siew Wing, Eileen and I walked to j8. Firstly was to find you. Forget it! Sinagpore's big enough to hide! Next, I was totally not in a mood. Then Eileen and Siew Wing consoled me. But I cried when I was in popular. I hid in a corner. Cos I don't want them to know. After that, we went to B1, just to play with the photo machine. After that, Ke Hui called ask me to go to level 4. Then, Shirley kept saying 'Brendan zai zhe li'. Haha. Repeated alot of times. When I went up, Brendan, Shirley, Ke Hui, Kai Beng, Eric, Alvin and Kenneth were there. They wanted to watch Initial D. Then just then, I long to watch Initial D, so I joined them. Then the B.B. de very extra. Don't know how to say. 'shuo lai hua chang'. H-01 to H-08. B.B. de, Kenneth, Alvin, Eric, Shirley, Ke Hui, Me and Kai Beng. Sit just like that from left to right. Initial D was TOTALLAY AWESOME! Those who die die want to watch better hurry down. While Stock lasts. Haha. Overall my mood got a little better then at first. Nobody knew it. I just want to keep it to myself.

`_crying.painfully_`

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If this relationship have to go on, I think I'm the first to stop the game. I don't want to continue the game where I'll always lose. I just hate it! If you every see this I'm warning you NOT TO TEST MY PATIENCE! You know how will I be when I'm angry. DON'T TEST ME! I'm not the person who can be easily played a round with. I'M NOT! I told you to wait for me. End up?! You took a cab to place to nowhere I can't find you. FINE! If I'm irritating or what you can tell me. Rather than you play me just like that! You think I'm a fool?! I'M NOT! I hate it! YOu're so undecisive! Can't you just make up your mind?! Do you know how many times have you hurt me?! You don't know. You think it's so fun to be like that. I'm not playing the game anymore! Let's just end the relationship like that. If I can't stand it anymore, I've decided to transfer to the other school. Where I can know others, rather than this. DON'T ASK ME ANYTHING ABOUT THIS. I WON'T TELL A SINGLE SOUL! I HATE THE WORLD LIKE THAT!

`_crying.painfully_`