james and guan kai are nice people~

I made new friends! Shun Kai and Guan Kai. Why is it got to do with Kai?! Haha.

Today Beatty got HU LA LA! It's definitely dumb. Sorry to say this to the teachers, don't you all find it boring. Hold our hands for so long. And let the water drip. PUKE. It's disgusting. The teacher's day concert is nice.

After that, James my best buddy, Yong Hao my kor kor and Lee Kuen my lao gong, we all went back to FTPPS just to visit our ex-classmates. We saw Kaye, Deanna and her boyfriend, Randal, Sadin, Agi, Isabella, Nazeehah, Yun Ting and Chee Hou. Chee Hou's getting more and more nutcase. He's mad. Just like James said de. EEE~ OK.

Next we chatted for a while. And Deanna said she wanted to leave. It's like so early! It's ok, maybe she got something on. Then fine. Lee Kuen, James, Guan Kai and I walked around FTPPS. We saw the water cooler. It's so SMALL. James squatted down just to take a drink of it, and we're there laughing. Guan Kai said last time he need to tip toe just to drink it. Then Lee Kuen and I said it's because we've all grown up. =D That's real hilarious. We, two girls even went to the boys toilet. Haha. Who cares?! No ones there. Haha. Some of them forgotten me. HOW DARE YOU! Haha it's ok. Everyone lost contact and suddenly say you know me?! It's like who will remember you?! Haha. After that Lee Kuen left. Sad. Only James, Guan Kai and I were around in FTPPS. We came early, and went home late. They came late and went back home early. Haha. Then James and Guan Kai were thinking of ideas for me so that I won't be bored. I know I'm supposed to follow them or something, not so nice. Plus I'm the only girl when I'm with them. So they have had decided to walk home with me. So nice of them. I chatted with Guan Kai and James when we're walking home. Haha. Guan Kai's so cute. You know why?! He knows all the rumours and he's small. ARGH~ So cute. Like a little boy. *oops* Haha. No offence. I can't different shade Guan Kai and Guan Yu. Got to learn someday. We walked and talked. Finally I've reached my block. I said bye. It's sad to say bye. You know why?! Nobody will be talking to me after that. Haha. That's all for today.

To James buddy and Guan Kai:
Thanks for walking home with me. And all those rumours too. Haha. Sorry to make you two walk so much. Haha. Thanks a lot. =) James thanks for walking through the thicks and thins with me. Thanks. Guan Kai -> "ni ren xiao, ke si ni jian de shi bi wo zai pei de han duo ne." Haha. But Guan Kai's cute. REAL CUTE! =D James gain 1kg now 54kg. I lost 1 kg now 51kg. Yeah~ I passed that 1kg to James. Haha. He better grow fat if not he'll look skinny. GUAN KAI'S CUTE! I agree. Same goes to his twin brother, Guan Kai too.

argh~

Today I meet Yi Li, Siew Wing, Xue Fei and Alicia to finish up our english project. After that Eileen joined us in the library. After that everyone went home except Eileen, Siew Wing and I. We went to eat and drink in Toa Payoh. After that we went home. I went back to my grandma's place. I took bus from Toa Payoh back to my grandma's place. 4 stupid fellows, whom I don't even know, kept asking me for my number. Over my grave I won't give you 4. I took bus 153. 1/2 hour later, the 4 stupid fellows followed me even though I've already alighted from the bus. They followed me. I felt pissed off. Kept pestering me for number. Please! I wont' talk to strangers. Don't ask anymore. 1 was a small Indian boy the other one was his brother. The other one was a small malay boy with his brother too. They're stupid. Real stupid. Don't they have better things to do rather than follow me just to get my number?! Get over it. And do you know?! They followed me to my grandma's place downstairs. And I wanted to like scold them or something. Since the lift was here I took it and I went up. Not long James sms to me. I told him about it and he told me to be careful next time. So nice of him. I told you people James is a nice guy. Only some people ill-treated him. I'll never forget that person. Just you watch out.

james buddy~

I really have such a nice friend, James. He's a friend indeed when a friend's in need. I must thank him to have him by my side. He's such a nice friend. I'll love to have him as my best buddy. You are the best buddy I've ever had. You'll never be replaced by other buddies I have. You're the special one. You're the best buddy Teresa could ever find one in the edge of the world. You're the real best buddy.

just pictures of me and eileen~

yeah~

I'm crazy today! With my buddy, baby piglet James. That's a long name for him. Haha. Xuanmin opened a new family. Called animalised family. Haha. Consist of me, James and Xuanmin. With weird names of ourselves. I'm seahorse, James is piglet and Xuanmin is the cow. moo~ Haha. Last week Kaye opened another company with James and I. We're The Seow United! yeah~ Too many companies to remember. Haha. Tons of homework coming up. Bye.

sad~

So bored. Got lots of tests and homework coming on. I'm stressed! Today James and I have decided to play the midnight game, but he's not feeling well. So we're not playing. Hope he'll get well soon.

Today's CO practise became Zhou Lao Shi's teaching day. Haha. We're all laughing like crazy.

Yesterday during P.O.A. lesson time. Jerrold's being REAL SICK! He's out of his mind. Play that stupid game. SICK GAME! He kept looking at me and Siew Wing. He thought we got a conflict between Siew Wing and I. We're not. We just separate our tables that's all! She didn't want to move and neither do I want to sit at that corner. You're being very dumb, boy. Lalala~

I love myself. Teresa has changed. To a somebody.

I'm going to meet Eileen tomorrow. Yeah~

talking~

It's so late and I'm still chatting with my buddy, James. He ROX! I love him! HE's my best buddy!

injured

Today there's 2.4km run. Sad for me. I disappointed my buddy, James. He told me no matter what, try to run continously. Don't stop. Before I could even run. I've already injured my hands and kneecaps. I was so dumb to jump off the so-called stage in front of the stadium. I was rushing to the toilet then I came back and saw Tini in front but I went up. I thought everyone was like waiting for me. But it's not. I was so careless that I jumped off the stage with one leg. The impact was real great, I lost control and fell with both hands and kneecpas injured. How dumb can I be?! So dumb. Today's 2.4km run was real bad. I couldn't really run that fast due to my kneecaps. I tried my best to run faster but I just couldn't. Too painful. Hate it. Within this 2 months during the June holidays - August. I'm totally unlucky. Really. My timing was 17.15mins. It was as bad as last time. *angry*

challenge~

Guess what?! I didn't sleep during the night time. I slept in the wee hours. James and I were playing in msn. Crapping away. We decied to have a challenge. We'll see who goes to bed 1st. That was the challenge. It's was fun. I love it. We're chatting away with nonsense then suddenly he asked me. Why am I not sleeping? It's late. I said I did well for my chinese test and I managed to online. What more. I asked permission before I online. Haha. I love playing that game. James kept on telling me "If you're sleepy go and sleep.". He wanted me to lose. But I didn't sleep. Haha. I managed to maintain well before I doze off. Haha. 1am passed. We're still crapping away. Not long, Kaye onlined. We're 'disturbed' her. And asked her to play with us. She managed to maintain chat with us. She's not sleepy. She's awesome. She's totally COOL. I love her. Haha. We chatted for about until 2am. By then, James and I cannot wait too long. We cannot chat any longer. So we said we'll offline 1st. I went off 1st. After that, I checked my phone. James message was good. He got lots of goodnight messages. I want more! Haha. I think he cannot wake up this morning. Haha. Off I go. Bye.

bleah~

I've finally cried out the pain in me. I cannot take it anymore. If not I'll suffer. You made me do this. I'll never forget that.

Now, feel that something is left out in my life. Well, I'll have to get use to it somehow.

A message to a stranger I hate: PLEASE STOP FOLLOWING ME! YOU'RE PESTERING ME! I HATE IT! IRRITATING! AND PLEASE STOP IRRITATING MY COMPANY! IDIOT!

I've found out some things are not meant to be in m heart. It must be said out or cry out the pain. I'll not let myself suffer anymore. I'll have to cry or tell my best buddy and my company of people. Thank you so much for being there with me going through thick and thin. Thank you so much.

Nowadays, I've been messaging to my best buddy, James. We've been sharing lots of stuffs together. Even rubbish. Haha. We're best buddies forever. James, you ROX! I love you! You're the best buddy I've ever had.

Last message to my juniors: Remember to go home and practise on your erhu. It's also time to get your erhu for Zhuo Lao Shi. The best erhu is $480 and the other one so-called not so good erhu is $200++++.

Last message to myself: Stop dreaming! It's no use going back to the history. It's stupid to do that. CONCENTRATE ON YOUR STUDIES! STOP GOING TO FRIENDSTER, MSN AND GAMES! It'll do you harm. Look! You've scored so badly for all your common tests. How are you going to do well at the end of the year exam?! Hpw are you going to tell your late grandma and your parents?! If you do badly, NO iPOD for you!

Get it!

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I have found out that I have lots of close and nice friends with me. I'll name them.

My mum and dad- Hayati & Tini
My sisters- Alicia, Yi Li, Xue Fei, Siew Wing, Eileen & most of all my best sister too Kai Beng and Xuanmin plus Shirley.
My Brothers- Feng Ming, Anson, Wui Ming, Yong Hao & of course Shau Phin.
My uncle- Eliseus
My aunties- Auntie Ongs three Ongs.
My best buddy- James who will always be there for me. Thanks pal. I really appreciate.
My family- The 2N2 and 3N1 people in the family.
My real nice friends- Vivian & Lee Kuen

All this people that are mentioned are real best people!
Thanks. I really love you all. 3N1 forever. 2N2 ROX TOGETHER!

It's been a long time. I really appreciated these nice people. REAL NICE PEOPLE! Don't believe?! Not my problem. It's about time. And it's today. Everything in the past will be a history. Sad.