Well, I've not made up my mind yet.
I'm still considering.
I'm on 50-50.
Half on Beatty; Half to go
Thinking about the past I had with my friends since Sec. 1.
Everyone doesn't know one another.
Time flies.
We were in 2N2.
We spent happy times together.
Sec. 3, we went separate ways.
Especially my dearest Eileen.
Although we're in different class, you've been my closest and best friend.
We spent time together.
Always having fun.
Friends I had is the greatest people around me every day.
Many changed.
I don't blame.
But it's worth knowing each and every one of you.
You all have made my stay in Beatty.
I know somehow we won't have time for one another if I leave Beatty.
I promise you guys I'll study hard.
I take this as part of my growing up.
If I ever leave Beatty, I wish you all, all the best in your Os.
It's time to do mugging.
Some may be playing hard.
As long as you know your work.
Go ahead and play.
Just remember to do some revision.
Having Sec. 3 camp was my greatest fun with my 5N1.
I felt so bonded with you all.
It's the feeling that made it different.
Some didn't talk much to me.
But I seriously cherish you, even though.
You may not know what I'm thinking or what I'm trying to do right now.
Sometimes I don't even know what I'm doing.
But I know something, I've learnt so much about friendship.
Friends are the people, especially in your secondary school life, changed in it.
Friends are always there for you when you're down.
Friends are our listening ears.
Friends are your life.
Every little action they do means a lot to you.
You may not know and you may not feel.
They do things to help you change and make it right.
Although now I've limited friends, I still love them.
They made all the fun, happy, sad and sorrow moments in Beatty.
But now, I've to think for my future.
I don't wish to regret.
I know if I let go at this moment, I may lose out.
So I just wish I can choose to go.
To my 5N1:
You guys have showered me with your friendships, love and care.
Thank you so much.
I've learnt a lot in this friendships.
Everything.
From normal people to beautiful friends.
You guys are wonderful.
You all made my life beautiful and colourful too.
Sometimes things don't go smoothly as you think.
You got to think twice before you know the consequences.
All this friendships I do treasure.
And I cherish you all.
Those little letters we write to one another, the times we study together, the nonsense we shared and the fun we played together.
I won't forget.
And I'll never forget anyone of you.
Because you all have made my life so happy.
Sometimes I may not tell you how I feel towards everything.
You won't know what's going on.
Sometimes things are meant this way.
Who knows.
I may see you all in Toa Payoh again.
We'll keep in contact.
Trust me.
I'm just a sms or a call away.
Call me if you need someone to talk to or sms if you're bored.
I'm always here.
I'll never be away.
If I'm leaving, I won't drop by in Toa Payoh anymore.
I won't go there for any reason.
Unless we meet up.
I will.
But the transferring of school is far away.
I know it'll be a waste of time to travel so far to finish up my Os.
I've to made this decision.
I pains my heart that I choose this path.
I won't get to see you all every day in school.
By then, I'll have to adapt a new environment and start anew.
New friends.
New teachers.
New school.
Definitely new me.
Once again, thank you.
For my stay in Beatty for this 4 years plus is worth.
I love each and every one of you.
Take care.
Study hard for Os.
