5 more days to my very first Science Practical Paper.
It'll be on the 18th October 2007 (Thursday).
Let's hope I'll do it well and BYE to it.
Life?
Ain't fun or happy or whatever.
I don't like it.
HELL SHIT!
Nobody would want to try to fit in my shoes.
Guess things will be different.
I'll be moving on and saying bye to everything around me.
I know I'm not prepared.
I told myself.
It's gonna be good for me.
Hope it's good alright.
I went mugging with my beloved Eileen.
While mugging, I saw Hejiang.
Not long, Shau Phin came.
Followed by Eliseus then Sheng Eng.
Nothing much.
Absorbing my Geography and Social Studies and Maths into my brain.
I can't go on with my life like that.
I know if I continue doing this.
I'll go crazy.
So it's time to give myself a treat by letting myself online and blog.
Cos I've mugged since morning at 11.30am all the way to 6pm at Braddell McDonald's.
An ANG ANG tee guy was so irritated by me.
And it's HELL YES MAN!
Do your work and mind your own business.
I was so fed up.
SUPER FED UP!
Whatever it is, I'm home and that's the past.
So just leave it alone.
Today's work is productive alright.
I still remembered what I've revised today.
Let's pray I can score well for my Os.
L1R4 - 10
I'm not going to be complacent.
I'm going to be hardworking for the last time.
HELL YA!
I will alright.
I messaged Andrew and was asking stuffs about my job.
I'm back to work alright.
Soon.
VERY SOON.
After my 2nd last paper, the very next day I'm back to work.
I'll be happy working with my beloved colleagues, although Amy's not there.
Oh well, I still can contact her.
Thanks Andrew for helping me to tell Sal that I'm coming back.
I'm not sure whether I need an interview.
I'M FULLY PREPARED IF THERE'S AN INTERVIEW COMING UP.
Maybe this will be the last message I really want to say.
My presence is affecting everything.
I know what I've done and things around are changing.
I know what is right and what is wrong.
I know who are my true friends and who are not.
Being a human in this world is tough.
It's not easy being me.
Maybe the fact is.
This shouldn't be in my post at all.
I just want to say whatever I need to say.
I know whatever I typed out doesn't show that THIS IS ME.
But it what I've longed to say.
I just didn't have a chance to.
Telling you wasn't a great idea.
Although I know things went smoothly.
We'll see the outcome.
I don't placed all my hope and pinned on it.
I know sometimes things are ugly.
Sometimes it can be beautiful.
Let God do His work.
I'm not here to interfere.
I came into this world to make my dream come true.
HOPEFULLY.
I don't know what I want to say.
But I know my post is long enough to take about 5 minutes to finish reading for today.
BACK TO MUGGING!
I don't wish all these has been in my life.
It's not easy being me.
I'm one of a kind.
You can't find.
I may not be the best.
I know what's good enough for me.
