So sorry.
I broke my own promise.
I'm here to blog.
It's a sudden urge.
I've just realised for the past 5 years...
Everyone changed to good and bad.
I won't mention who and who and who and etc...
Maybe it's because changes started this year.
I felt so lost and alone.
Today I watched my Class' draft Video for Graduation Day.
I knew I cried.
For a particular reason, I know I don't belong to where I am now.
It hurts me so much that I've lost so many things in my 5 years' of Secondary school life.
I did enjoy everthing I had with my class.
But now...
What am I going to say?
Am I in there?
Or I don't?
I know people do stand by your side when you needed them.
Sometimes when one's lost and alone, you don't seem to see a soul or hear a whisper.
Hopefully, this is not going to be my future.
I know whatever I've lost, I can't claim back to what it belongs to me.
Maybe it's time to get up and move away.
Thanks.
But I don't think all this should happen in the 1st place.
SERIOUSLY, I REGRET.
For all I know, I don't seem to understand anyone or anyone understands me at all.
Close ones - GONE.
Current ones - SOON WILL BE GONE.
I've pictured out everything clearly in my heart and mind.
I've the only choice, which I HATE IT.
Sigh.
Time to head to school.
I LOVE MY BLOG. for sharing all my happiness and sorrow.
I've done my part to keep it near to my heart and soul.
Maybe those don't belong to me at all.
But thanks.
It was once for the past 5 years.
Time to say GOODBYE.
FRIENDS.
I haven't get to know at all.