My final last sentence.

I give up.
Nothing went right since last year and this was being pushed to this year.
I'm at the verge of ending my life.
Cos there's nothing left for me to do.
That piece of paper just woke me up from my dreams.
I felt so small and I felt so useless.
Take all my worries and pain away.
And also leave my loved ones in this world to continue living.
I guess I won't have a chance to finish up my degree anymore.
Not to a chance to meet new people in the working society.
Definitely I won't have a chance to have a family on my own.
I give up everything I have now.
I've been driven to this corner where I have no place to go.
I guess relationship wise, it's better for you to find someone better.
Thank you for all these while.
I can't follow up anymore.
There are many fishes out in the sea, someday the suitable one will stay with you forever.
I'm sure someone will treat you better, I know I've never done that before.
There will be someone who can replace all these and make you happier than before.
Sorry...
I guess this is it...