Wow.
It's you who told me you're going to be a lot different from the rest.
You wanted to fight for cos you know what you wanted.
Now what I know, you're here to waste time.
When I had insomnia, you were worried.
When I was sick, you went drinking.
A lot of difference within a month.
I was there whenever you need me.
Like when you quarrel with your parents, I was there consoling you and all.
When I needed you, where were you?
At Winsor Hotel with your best friend drinking.
Wow.
I was pretty sick at home with no concern.
And let me tell you I was badly affected with the things I know about you and the things you said about me.
Now you believed what caused long distance relationship fell apart.
Look at what happened after you came back from Bangkok.
I felt like a stranger to you.
Looking at how you enjoyed your trip and all.
What even happened in Bangkok?
Why am I the last to know even before you and I were together?
Trying to hide things from me.
Lies after lies.
How to trust?
Your social circle is so messed up.
I don't even know which of your friends can be trusted.
Look at Darrick, tell you things like I'm out alone and you made a big fuss about it.
Look at Charles, havoc like mad.
Look at Yan, look innocent but she's a killer.
Look at Jeff, I don't think he is as blur I think he is.
Then all those Bangkok stuffs.
You all messed up my mind.
Freaking mess it up.
I don't even really know who the hell are you all.
Hoping at least someone is true.
Seems like nobody is.
You won't kick your bad habit for me.
You said you will.
But you never.
All thanks to Charles, your temptation is always there.
I tried to be very nice to you.
Sometimes you take me for granted.
I don't understand why you want to quarrel when I have no intention to quarrel with you.
It was you who told me not to quarrel.
Whenever you and I quarrel, I'll be the one ending all the quarrels.
Why?!
Why are you even quarrelling with me?
You said you're different from what I thought.
Now you've shown me you're the same as what I think you are.
Are you even the fellow I used to know?
Who was there for me to talk to me everything and all?
Are you even who I thought you really were?
You were just the past I think I enjoyed being with, not the present for who you are now.
You can pretend like nothing happen.
You may think a lot, but you don't know how much I think when you said about me.
It really hurts but I think it's alright.
You made me stronger than who I really was after my history.
We're perfect strangers now.
I told you before I'm not going to be your friend after the breakup.
This promise I will always keep.
