Teresa

One of my colleagues asked me what kind of guy I would like to have in future.

My kind of guy?

STRICTLY NO SMOKING, NO TATTOO, NO PIERCINGS, NO DRINKING AND NO GAMBLING.

Sounds ok?

I'm not done yet.

I HATE GUYS WHO WILL FLIRT WITH GIRLS.

I HATE GUYS WHO WILL TAKE PHOTOS WITH GIRLS LIKE THEY'RE IN A RELATIONSHIP (WHICH THE FACT IS THEY ARE NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP).

I HATE GUYS WHO ALWAYS LIKE TO PUT THEIR EGO FIRST (LIKE THEIR EGO WILL KILL THEM).

I HATE GUYS WHO LIKE TO ANYHOW BRING GIRLS BACK HOME (BE IT WHETHER THEY ARE DOING ANYTHING OR NOT, THIS IS NOT RESPECTING THEMSELVES, SO ALL THE MORE I WON'T EVEN RESPECT THEM) - I DO NOT GO TO GUY'S PLACE ALONE. I RATHER GO WITH FRIENDS IF NOT I WON'T EVEN BE IN THEIR STUPID PLACE.

I HATE GUYS WHO TEXTS GIRLS TRYING TO FLIRT WITH THEM.

I HATE GUYS WHO LIES, AND NEVER HONEST WITH THEIR WORDS.

I NEVER TRUST GUYS WITH THEIR WORDS (WORDS ARE FUCKING CHEAP, I BELIEVED IN ACTIONS ONLY)

I HATE GUYS WHO DO NOT GO BY THEIR FEELINGS, COS THEY LIKE TO USE THEIR FUCKING BRAIN THAN THEIR HEART.

AND I HATE GUYS WHO LIKES TO THINK A LOT.

I HATE GUYS WHO ARE SENSITIVE LIKE MIMOSA.

I HATE GUYS WHO DO NOT LET ME DO WHAT I WANT OR WHAT I LIKE.

I HATE GUYS WHO DO NOT RESPECT MY PARENTS (ACKNOWLEDGE MY PARENTS WHEN THEY SEE THEM)

I HATE GUYS WHO DO NOT KNOW HOW TO SAVE THEIR MONEY (SPEND THEIR MONEY LIKE DRINKING WATER)

I HATE GUYS WHO DO NOT KNOW HOW TO PLAN.

I HATE GUYS WHO MAKE ME INSECURE (OBVIOUSLY THEY HAVE TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT).

I HATE GUYS WHO ANYHOW HUG GIRLS WHEN THEY'RE NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP (OR EVEN BEST IS THEY HUG ANOTHER GIRL BEHIND THEIR GIRLFRIEND'S BACK)

I HATE GUYS WHO DO NOT KNOW HOW TO USE THEIR BRAIN TO THINK (GIVING ME STUPID REPLIES AND ANSWERS).
I HATE GUYS WHO CAN FALL IN LOVE WITH OTHER GIRLS VERY EASILY (THIS MADE ME THINK YOU'RE A DESPO, YOU NEED A GIRL NOT BCOS OF LOVE).
I HATE GUYS WHO ARE FAKERS.
I HATE MY EX BOYFRIENDS BCOS THEY PROVE ME I CAN GET BETTER WHEN MY DAYS PASS (EVEN THE ONE I THOUGHT I LAST LONG TILL I GET MARRIED. THANKS TO HER, I BELIEVE HER WORDS NOW. SHE KNOWS MORE THAN I DO).
I HATE GUYS WHO THINKS IT'S BETTER TO HAVE A GIRL BEST FRIEND (I NEVER BELIEVE IN THAT, THIS APPLIES TO GIRLS AS WELL).


I NEVER FORGIVE ANY OF MY EX BOYFRIENDS.
NEVER FOR THE REST OF MY LIVES.
THEY ARE NEVER MY FRIENDS AND I DO NOT REGARD THEM AS MY FRIENDS.
LOOK AT ALL MY EX BOYFRIENDS.
THEY CAN LEAD A BETTER LIFE WITHOUT ME.
THEY GET A NEW GIRL AFTER A RELATIONSHIP HAS BEEN CALLED OFF.
AND OBVIOUSLY POSTED IT IN THE SOCIAL MEDIA AND SHOW THE WHOLE WORLD.
SHOW THEM WHAT KIND OF GUYS YOU ALL ARE.
I DESPISE ALL OF YOU.
TURN OFF.
I JUST FIND THEM DIRTY, FREAKING DIRTY.

I REGRET KNOWING YOU ALL.

I look down on all the above of any guys who do that.

DISGUSTING MAX.

I HATE A LOT ABOUT GUYS.

Because I will never have another experience of falling in love anymore.

I'm done with love life.

It's impossible for me to trust any guys.

Even friends.

I have major trust issues.

I am single.

I am young, wild and free.

My freedom with my life now.

I will never get to meet my PRINCE CHARMING.

Neither will I have a family on my own in future.

I won't get to carry a kid who will look like me in future.

I will never have a chance to get BTO in my 20s.

No wedding gown.

No partner.

Practically I'm on my own now.

Experienced too much until I don't want to experience any of these for the time being.

When time comes, I will fall in love again.

I'm tired of putting in effort in a relationship.

I just want to be me, NOBODY ELSE BUT ME.

So what if I'm fat or skinny?!

I do not need to change for anyone.

Be who I am.

This is me.

Can't accept?
Then you don't even need to be in my life.

I am taught not to believe in love and I know this round I never will.

iPhone is dying and I didn't bring my charger.

Back to work.

CIAOS.