I thought I can.
But I was wrong again.
I am never going to be happy with this mental and physical scars I have right now in me.
I wish I haven't gone through all these before.
I regret this very much in my life.
I wish I never made all this actions in my life.
I live with guilt and regret.
Which there's no turning back to make things right for myself.
I wish all these was just a dream.
I wish it was just a fairytale.
A story to cover all the bad endings.
I wish I can forget all these memories.
Forget the pain.
Forget every single thing.
I wish I was died.
Please let me die at a young age.
So that I won't be living with this guilt and regret for the rest of my life.
When I think back, all I did was cry and I was stupid for not making things right.
When I think back, I really hate being me.
I HATED WHAT I WENT THROUGH.
I HATED EVERY SINGLE THING.
